Hello everyoooone~! That's right, it's that lovable scamp, Melony! None of you have seen me in, like.. years XD. Not even school chums, Cuz I dun go to Foresthill anymore. Go figure.

Well, for those of you who roleplay with me on a dai-- ...okay, SEMI-daily basis, you know most of the stuff I'm gonna say already, but if you want to read it anyway, be mai guest.

So, Summer came and passed since my last journal entry; I was VERY out of it, I dun even know what the hell was happening to me. I think I was going through some changes, and I know for sure I went into a worse rut than I've had in a while. I've been in two really, really bad, crippling ones. Ones where I can't even do things like roleplay or go out and get a freakin smoothie. One was during school for about a month, the other lasted all summer. I just get so out of the mood to do ANYTHING that all I'm doing each in every day is sitting and watching TV.

But I'm back out of the worst of it, I think it was a bad depression attack. I've clearly been dealing with a lot of stressful situations, even during the summer. Especially right before school started again, I got extremely stressed out during that time.

But, oddly enough, I'm doing much better now. I don't know if it's because I'm no longer subconsciously stressed out about school, or if it's because I've been rereading roleplays and watching Anime again, but I know that I'm definitely getting more and more into roleplaying again. I'm even gonna start up GX with the guys again tonight.

So, now that you know I'm feeling better, you'll all be happy to hear that I have some drawings I'd REALLY like to put up. I'm gonna do that OC Meme Kayln did, because dear God it looks so awesome and I LOVE my OCs. I gotta do it, I don't have a choice - I've already started drawing all of my OCs (I can't decide entirely though, T_T, too many OCs...)I also have some pictures of ShinRan I drew -- they're a bit messy, but I'll probably put them up anyway. Soon as I get around to scanning them. Dear God, we all know THAT will take forever XD.

I may not get too much into deviantART, but I do know that I'll probably be drawing and writing more than ever - I have to for schoolwork anyway XD - and I'm gonna be a lot less moody to top it off. I'm doing much better. I may even consider roleplaying with Johanna. Heh ^^U

By the way. I LOVE STAR TREK XDDD

I'm actually watching it right now. Voyager.

Also, I got Star Trek MANGAS. NO JOKE!! THERE ARE STAR TREK MANGAS, ISN'T THAT SCARY!? They're actually pretty good. I freakin officially love The Enterprise. I really feel I need to watch the original Star Trek. Very good. I also want to watch Deep Space Nine, because that was what was going on while Voyager was lost in the Delta Quadrant. Which would just be awesome.

Anyway! I can't think of much else to say right now. All of you should have a good day -- good month -- all that jazz. Just remember... even if things are looking down, and you feel terrible... things WILL get better eventually. It may take months, but... it'll happen.

Ja ne, Minna.